A Better day.
I’m over that blue funk that I was in yesterday.I guess that I really need to sleep off the effects of the extra medication that I had to take at the dentist’s orders.
that’s it for today.
I feel so lousey that I’m going to roll myself uyp into a big ball and sit in a corner out of everyone’s way.that how I feel about going the the dentist and even doctiors appointments.I’m too much of a effing burden I guess.good night.
just a quick note
I went to see a dentist at the hospital,because my regular dentist would not longer treat ME due to the seizures.well today I went to have some fillings fixed.I had take the extra medication that they said I had to take the meds would enable them to do the work on me.
Well they got it wrong all it did was make me drowsy enough that I had several seizures.this time the seizures were the milder kind where I would just blank out with my eyes open and not seeing any thing. So now they are contacting my dental plan to see if they can completely put me out under general Anestassia to do the work. If the insurance will cover it.of not I do not know what were are going to do.
Let me add a post script.I have been going to the hospital dental clinic for about a year and a half now.whenI go for my annual cleaning and check up the dental hygienist takes her time and is patient enough to let the seizure finish and than continues where she left off.the dentist there are just like my former dentist they do not want to wait.I guess their time is too valuable to wast wanting for the seizure to stop.
good bye Maude.
the second Golden girl has gone home.Bea you were a pleasure to watch as one of the Golden Girls or as Maude.you made us think,laugh.
Medal of Honor Winner Ed Freeman
You’re an 19 year old kid. You’re critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley , 11-14-1965, LZ X-ray, Vietnam . Your infantry unit is outnumbered 8 – 1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the MediVac helicopters to stop coming in.
You’re lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you’re not getting out. Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away, and you’ll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day.
Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see an un-armed Huey, but it doesn’t seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it. Ed Freeman is coming for you. He’s not Medi-Vac, so it’s not his job, but he’s flying his Huey down into the machine gun fire, after the Medi-Vacs were ordered not to come.
He’s coming anyway.
And he drops it in, and sits there in the machine gun fire, as they load 2 or 3 of you on board. Then he flies you up and out through the gunfire, to the Doctors and Nurses. And, he kept coming back…. 13 more times….. And took about 30 of you and your buddies out, who would never have gotten out.
Medal of Honor Recipient , Ed Freeman , died last Wednesday at the age of 80, in Boise , ID ……May God rest his soul…..
I bet you didn’t hear about this hero’s passing, but we sure were told a whole bunch about some Hip-Hop Coward beating the crap out of his “girlfriend” or Winner
I saw this over on AirmanMom‘s site and had to post this here as well,here folks is my meaning of a gentleman!
P.S. we could use more men like this as role models! That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.
The Maxhead room song for some Saturday Sillyness.
http://youtube.com/v/-LJajxjxrOo
I found this and just had to post it.
Mike And The Mechanics – Living Years
http://youtube.com/v/z8mPS0-2Xq8
I just thought that I would add this song today.I can relate to the words.
A post about a dark side of me.
this week with the death of Sissy Hula Girl’s sister in law.Brings me to this post.I too have had thoughts of suicide in the past,my first attempt came when I was stationed on aTempory Duty Assignment(TDY those that have served in the military know these initials all too well.) in Tiawan.
I have made several attempts by using an overdose of the meds I have taken. I even tried to hang myself.Each time I have failed at these attempts.I am grateful for these failures.
After one such attempt I was placed in a psych ward by my doctor at the time where one of my sisters said to me “how can you do this to our Mother”.I told her that my attempt was to kill the person I most hated,myself and it was a selfish act and at the time I had no reguard for may one’s feelings.I told her that I did not need to be attacked this way and walked out of the visiting area back to my room.
Bottom line is that I am doing a lot better now,and like drinking I know that these thoughts will come back to me.It is how I address these thoughts that are important.I now have phone numbers to call 24/7 I will go to the emergency room for help as well. I love life and I have a lot more peace that I have had in the past. I also have all my friends that live in my computer that I can turn to as well.
Bottom line,if you are having problems Please for GOD’S sake reach out to someone,ask for help.you do not need to use a perminate solution for a tempory problem.I learned this Please do this for your self as well.
GOD lOVES YOU,AS DO YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
A new award
Sandee over at Comedy Plus gave me this award.,and I am giving this to every one who as been kind enough to visit my blog.This being said this IS FOR EVERYONE!!!
Monday’s Music Moves Me
Awww…Mondays
Wordless Wednesday
