a book called "I’m dancing as fast as I can."

back in the late 70’s or Early 80’s there was a book written called “I’m dancing as fast as I can”,I read this book and I took a lot of good ( I had a different word here and i knew I spelled it wrong but even spell check could not figure out the correct spelling)from it.it helped me through a bad spot in my life.I probably need to read something like that again. I know that I read it in between my failed marriage and my successful one. I’m glad that I have my loving wife and family to help me through this rough road that I’m on again.If the feelings get any worse I’ll probably will need to be hospitalized.My wife just said the we will get threw this,it is a struggle that I have fought before and did end up hospitalized because of the attempts made.God please help me.

14 Comments on “a book called "I’m dancing as fast as I can."

  1. Mike,I am adding you to my prayer journal, and I will continue to pray for you as you are going through this very rough time in your life…god can help you with the thoughts of suicide…and I am praying for your doctors that they will have wisdom in treating you and in the monitoring your medication.Be Encouraged,Mimi

  2. just stopped by this morning to let you know that I am praying for you!!Mimi

  3. I love music from the Hammer Dulcimer. I have a Christmas CD with all the songs played on a Dulcimer. It is so calming and beautiful.

  4. Mimi,Thank you.by God\’s grace and my wife\’s and doctors help I\’l get thru this,as I have in the past.It would seem that I have this happening to me every so often.Most of the times I just hid it from every one includeing my self.Kaywag,I have a bunch of Hammered Dulicmer C/Ds that I listen to and many cassette tapes of Dulicmer music as well.

  5. Thinking of you and praying for you…these dark times will pass. Take care and keep talking about how you are feeling!Blessings,Jan

  6. Enjoy Mother\’s Day with your wife\’s mother…it will mean lots to her…

  7. Jan,I have had these dark days before,and usually ahve made attempst at killing my self.My doctor has made a medication change and I made her a promise that if I feel like I need to I\’ll go to the E/R so I can be hospitalized instead of takeing my life.

  8. Mike I am keeping you in my prayers. I have been there myself a couple of times when the pain I felt made life seem as if it wasn\’t worth it any more. I have found out that no matter what, life really is worth it. The struggles that we have only makes us stronger so we can be there to help others that are struggling with the same battle. Hang in there Mike. I know that your loving wife will do everything in her power to help you get through this. Have a blessed day my friend.

  9. Mimi,I look forward to spending time with her Mom.She treats like a Son as well ans a Son-in-law.Jo I intend to hang in there,I made a promise to my doctor if things get worse to the E/R I go.Dawn224,thanks.

  10. Mike Honey, I know that words can\’t make things better for you, not mere words, but the prayers of your friends here in Blogland go before the Throne of an Almighty God. Your last sentence \”God please help me\” comes from a humbled and hurting heart and God will not leave you nor forsake you. If it takes Doctors, hospitals, medication, etc. to come to a level place, then by all means, do what you have to do. But know that in your struggles, you are not going it alone. There are people out there that genuinly care about you and your health. I will be honored to pray for you.Be blessed my friend.Jennifer

  11. I believe that God created Doctors and Hospitals as a way to help heal us as he holds us in his hands.This is my story and I\’m sticking to it.

  12. Mike,Once again, I am sorry that you are struggling through this dark valley. Keep your eyes on God, dear friend. I pray for you daily.Blessings,Mary

  13. Mary,thank you.I have been in this valley before the biggest difference is now I\’m more open about it.as I once heard a problem shared,is a problem cut in half.I know now to ask for help instead of acting on the inpusle to kill myself.I am not the loser that the voice in my head says that I am.

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