my google reader.

To all my blogging friends; it is with a heavy heart that I took the action that I did today. I have dumped my Google reader of the over 100 blogs that I have been following.

The heartache that I feel from reading all the blogs has become way too much.

Part of this is due to the mental wounds that I live with,some of it has to due with the depression that has hit me like a ton of bricks. Reading all of the 9/11 blogs has not helped. Not to mention the feelings of being overwhelmed when there are 95 Plus blogs to read every day.

In the coming weeks I will be adding a lot of you back onto the reader. Those that do not see me much I will visit you for I still have you on My BLOG ROLLS ON BOTH OF MY SITES HERE AND ON THE WORD PRESS SITE.

I am doing OK and do have my support network in place,so Please do not worry about me. I’m hanging in there. I just have to take a break.
To those that do not get added back into the reader I am sorry about that.I just can not handle all the blogs again.
I am going back to the place where I started in December 2007 that is when I wrote my first blog and will work from there to build my Google Reader. Thank you one and all for your understanding.

I would like to add that Sept. is a rough month for me. Sept 2003 is when I lost my Mother. just as August is a bad month as well that Is when I lost My Dad in 1984. even as the years pass by it does not lessen the pain of their loss that I feel.

14 Comments on “my google reader.

  1. I understand. I am getting too many blogs in my reader also and it is hard to keep up, much less comment. Hang in there!

  2. Mike, Take care of yourself. I always look forward to hearing from you but I understand completely. My months are February (when I lost my Mom and my late ex husband\’s birthday), June (brother-in-law and ex-husband died three days apart), August (when I should be celebrating my wedding aniversary),October (when my Dad and brother died) Your right the grief never goes away we just deal with it and the accompanying depression but we don\’t let it comsume us. Grace and blessings to you.

  3. I understand. I don\’t have nearly that many blogs on my blogroll, and it is hard to keep up with them all. We can only do what we can do. To quote you: \”God Please Grant Me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change ; The Courage to change the things I can ; and the Wisdom to know the difference\”

  4. Jc, sounds like if it was not for bad luck sometimes you and would not have none. right now I\’m having a real battle with the depression and anger as well.Just Rambling,Thanks for stopping by.

  5. Mike no worries! It is overwhelming having that many blogs! wow. any one would be overwhelmed. I also understand regarding the whole 9 11 deal. I think we should remember but not live there. On another note, My twin stacy is on her way to the hospital. She is not sure what is wrong, but is feeling major pains in her upper right hand side bye her stomach. Please pray that it is nothing, and that the doctors will be sending her home soon. ๐Ÿ™‚ hugs my friend.Tracy

  6. Dear, dear Mike,Here\’s a big hug for you. {{hug}} I totally understand being overwhelmed by it all. Just take good care of yourself and know that you are loved out here in the blogosphere. ๐Ÿ™‚ I can totally relate to your pain over losing your parents no matter how many years pass. My dad passed away 29 years ago and my mom over two years ago and I miss them everyday. So be gentle with yourself my friend. {{hugs}}

  7. Not sure if my last comment went through mike. I did want you to know that i totally understand though. You need to not be overwhelmed, reading so many blogs can be rather depressings. If you can please say some prayers for my twin sister Stacy who was headed to the hospital yesterday for pains in her right side. I am sure she will be ok, but prayers are always a wonderful thing. Hugsssss

  8. We all go through seasons- whether they are hours, days, weeks, months or years, of ups and downs. I\’m sorry to read how painful these month are for you. And I pray you find peace and comfort, now more than ever.I\’ve been on break. What seems to be a very long break. It\’s hard to keep up with my own blog and others! So yes, I completely understand!!!

  9. Good for you for taking care of yourself. I really appreciate the support you have given me and my family. Much hugs and support back to you this month.

  10. Tracy,Sara,Dori,Grandy,Irish coffeehouse,and Yertle. Thank you all for your Kind remarks.This has been a trying last coulple of days.since Ike trashed the area taking out powerlines and trees. there are folks that will not get their power back untill friday.So In a way I\’m lucky.

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