To all: I have been AWOL/MIA from Golch Central and Nut Case 1. I did a extremely stupid thing and I almost died because of it. I just got home from being in the hospital. On Monday I tried to take my own life by overdose. I am not proud of it. I am glad that I survived it!Monday was touch and go. In 2 weeks I have to have a follow up EKG, due to the medications I took thrown off my heart rhythm. I realize that I can not ever do this again. If I had not survived my attempt I would have been laid to rest today. I have asked for forgiveness from my family members. I know what I have to work on. I will continue to strive to improve myself. I hope that every one will keep me in their prayers while I work to cure my trouble. I will do posting as I can, and try to visit with every one as I can.