I have been Mia.

To all: I have been AWOL/MIA from Golch Central and Nut Case 1. I did a extremely stupid thing and I almost died because of it. I just got home from being in the hospital. On Monday I tried to take my own life by overdose. I am not proud of it. I am glad that I survived it!Monday was touch and go. In 2 weeks I have to have a follow up EKG, due to the medications I took thrown off my heart rhythm. I realize that I can not ever do this again. If I had not survived my attempt I would have been laid to rest today. I have asked for forgiveness from my family members. I know what I have to work on. I will continue to strive to improve myself. I hope that every one will keep me in their prayers while I work to cure my trouble. I will do posting as I can, and try to visit with every one as I can.

15 Comments on “I have been Mia.

  1. I responded to Nut Case 1, and I double that comment over here.Big hug to you both. ­čÖé

  2. Precious Mike I am so very sorry. Praying dear one for you and here listening always….. (((((Mike)))))

  3. Mike – I'm so sorry you had such a bad week. I'm thankful you're still with us and I'll be praying for you.

  4. Mike, I am always sad to hear when someone attempts to end their life. I am very glad that you did not succeed.I pray that God holds you in His arms and wraps you in His love.I hope you find the will to live. Hang in there and please take care of yourself.

  5. Mike,I am thankful that you are ok…Sending Hugs to you and your family. (((Mike))))Praying that you feel better soon.Blessings,Tammy

  6. I am so sorry Mike. May you get the support you need. Much love to you are your family.

  7. Finding Pam,I have top work on a few thing,Like Impulse control(don't have any)I do not know if I have done any perminate damage to the heart mussle,the heart Cath that they did on me shows No clogged atrieries at all.So what ever I did I did it to my self.and I will have a perminate reminder not to do that again.Surprised by Joy,Thank you.Nicci,thank you as well,I hope that things will start improving as well.Just Be Real,thank you.

  8. Oh Mike. I'm am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I have been kind of out of the loop the last few days trying to get my own head on straight. Please, please take care of yourself. You are such a wonderful loving person.

  9. Mike, I hope that you won't do this again. I had no idea. Reach out a hand when you are hurting but trying to kill yourself is not the solution.

  10. Syd,I will do just that reach out for help instead.I have got to God does not want me to come home yet.HE will tell me when He wants me to come home,and it will be on HIS Terms not Mine.

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