Ok folks here comes a bombshell. As my last post show I’m having a bad time, especially these past 2 weeks have really been hell for me. This being said I am fighting really deep depression due to the severity of my seizures. I told my doctor that I am glad that I do not own a gun, because I would have used it A TIME LONG AGO. There are days that I fight with these feelings again. I am holding on, I will not act on these feelings. If thing get any worse I will go to the emergency room for further treatment and hospitalization. I am visiting with every one, I am not commenting very much, I just don’t have it in me to comment. I am sorry that I do not. Please keep me and Celestine in your prayers that we keep the strength that we need to carry on every day.